Has it really been a month?

Guilty as charged..... and on top of everything else I keep thinking of good topics to write about-- they just don't make it to the computer.

How about the fun news? Adam and I are living in an airstream rather that a house. Before I viewed it as a travesty-- now all I see it adventure. I started volunteering for the red cross and that has been pretty cool.

I guess now I am in the count down until he goes to Iraq and I have to figure out what in the world I could possibly do for a job. Adam has told me I can look anywhere in the west. I have looked in Flagstaff and Phoenix, but right now I am looking pretty seriously at Fort Collins. I just have a really hard time applying for jobs. I wish it was a little easier, I tend to sell myself short when it comes to applying for things and wrack my brain for good things to says and how to write my cover letter to its best advantage. Half the time I don't even know where to look for the job. It's so disheartening. I keep find jobs that I could do, but I just don't find very interesting and maybe I am just jaded by being able to what I want when I want. I just look at so many processes and wonder if they could be less complex. I don't know, I don't even know where to go next! I know it's crazy. When we were in Fort Collins it just felt like home. It was so calming and comforting. It just seemed like the"right" place to be. Now if I can find a job.... gulp.